Time, and more tears...

I'm not sure what to write today.

I feel completely disconnected from the world right now.

I got a text from my former boss this morning asking me how I was doing. I haven't cried for days and that text brought out the waterworks.

I really had it good there. This company is incredible and it's because, in large part, of this man who is leading it. It's hard not to be needed any more.

That's all. It's just hard and I need to emotionally move on, something like someone moving on after being told their partner wants a divorce. And I am trying, really and truly trying.

I just need time I 'spose. I have it. I just need to let myself utilize it...